Saturday, May 28, 2011

No Choice

Correction,Alicia is back to blog and she is blogging now !!
Yes it's right now!! :D

 i found that the frequency of updating my blog is increases !!
is mean that i'm update my blog often than before =]
emm.. a good news actually..
since that my M'sia's friend told me to do so ~
then i should update more often @-@

Going to JB on 3,4,5 of June , FINALLY = ] 
will it be a gud trip? actually i don't know.. 
i just know that even though i'm playing, relaxing ,having fun 
with those beloved friend, 
really, i don't feel that i'm relaxing 
except for the time i going back to my hometown..
hang out with those "old friend" 
the feeling is really GREAT!! 

Since that i cant relax and release my pressure as what i expect with , 
so i'm getting like going out less and less
nowadays, "going out" let me feel like i'm wasting my time
Bcoz the my purpose of doing that dint achieve as what i hope
*reduce my pressure and refresh my brain*
so that my condition will not getting worst and worst ! 
i'm worry about myself .
MY lifestyle,
MY attitude toward some specify matter
MY temper
MY studies
MY timing 
and so on...
so , i really hope that i can be " recharge " during the 3 day that i set myself for free  =]
hope that i really feel that is worth for me to do that ! 





I know, i cant run anymore..
i cant said wanna give up ANYMORE
YES @_@ , exactly as what u (readers) think now
i pay the fees for my next module
Modern Biology
with thousand of unwilling cell running in my body
with million of unwilling mind running in my brain 
with everything going UN-smoothly 
i pay the stupid fees !!! = [ 




sign... 
lifestyle that full of challenge
maybe it still need like 2 or 3 more years for me to  used to it
 work, school, hmwrk, revision fill up all my day, all my time !! 
ALL MY DAY  ,  ALL MY TIME!!


luckily 1 day only have 24 hours.
do u all know what i'm trying to say after this??  


if 1 day have 48 hours as what other people hope when they're needed it urgently 
and i will use something like 40 hours in my 
work, school, hmwrk, revison and SO ON  
that's really sucks !!! 
DONT do u all think so ??????? 
haha =] quite admire on my imagination ~~
Ha Ha !!! 

Daydreaming is my hobby.. 
its always happen when lecture is teaching 
and i will dream until very far, 
somewhere like universe there 
and when lecture said :" ok, lets do some couple of Question before entering to next unit ..."
and i will :" oh my god, what he teach just now = =" 
"why so fast ?"
" this 1 how to do "
" how, how ,how ? how come i dont understand ?'

"because u're thinking of marry with a ALIENT just now ”
" where got = =.. i'm listening just now "
" hey, dont bluff lahh, i saw u smile smile smile just now "
"................."
" how, dont know what to said leh, then faster to Question lahh "
"@#%$!@%$#%$%@%$#"

BAD!!!!

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